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This past Sunday my lover and I went to a country pub and I glanced in the dining room and saw my husband with a beautiful older woman, but not just any woman.It was my mother and, from the way they looked at each other and were touching, I could tell instantly that it was more than a friendly lunch; they were quite obviously in love with each other.I can have a glass of wine in the morning and drink until I pass out in the afternoon and wake up when my lover comes home and go to the pub with him and start drinking again.My husband can’t tolerate that behaviour which is why I moved in with my current lover.
I have a drinking problem but it is not a problem I feel any need to resolve and I am drawn to men who are also drinkers like me.
I went to the toilet and threw up and then I dragged my lover out of the pub and went straight to the off-licence where I bought a litre bottle of vodka and drank it at his house until I passed out.
I can’t help but feeling betrayed by my mother and my husband.
I have had a string of long-term affairs and short-term flings.
During the past 8 months I have basically been living with another man in a neighbouring town to the one I live in.